1.20am

bukan tak cuba cuma dah penat aku takut kehilangan kau lagi walaupun kau tak pernah datang kembali aku takut aku ingin bersama selamanya dengan kau sampai bila-bila maybe I'm not happy at all maybe I'm just that happy I miss you whoever you are wherever you are I couldn't this alone please be there

guilty

Aisyah, I know I was selfish. I'm such a bad friend back then. I was supposed to be there for you and you not for him. I don't know why. I feel guilty. I'm sorry. Lots of things keep coming back to me. A lot. and I couldn't figure out what I got to do with all these. I laugh. I cry. I smile.

lucky you

there are things you can't just control.
there are things you have to let go.
there are things you have to be tough about it.
there are things I am taught to be neutral about.
yet, I'm just a human being.
I feel alone.
all the time.
lucky you have them.
lucky you have what you want.

everyday

I have die everyday waiting for you.

dots.

sangat jarang buka blog ni.

dah banyak kali cakap rindu nak ber-blog-ing kat sini.

saya rindu dunia blog. rindu dunia penulisan. cinta pertama saya. :)